Monday, November 29, 2010

The small little trinkets...

As i got out for work early today , it was the most beautiful morning that I have ever seen in London. It was most beautiful sight , it was cold , an icy but comfortably nice wind touched my cheeks . As i walked through the road covered with sheets of dew frozen grass that seemed to break and shatter as i walked through them, the crimson sky with its dark blue twists seemed to make everything just beautiful..As my red scarf blew in the wind , i dug my hands into my pocket and looked at the sky ,closing my eyes , and absorbed all that beauty and there it was...the perfect morning ..the perfect moment of everything you wanted coming true and it was euphoria...


As i sat in the tube, muddled in thoughts after a recent conversation from home, I saw a mother and child sitting across me.The child seemed to be having a cold and was leaning his head on his mother who seemed emotionless and scolding the child and telling him to wipe his nose clean. The train licked its icy tracks to reach the next station i saw the mother kissing the boy's cheeks and the boy holding on to her. As the doors opened with the speed to match the London crowd , the boy got up and as he was near the door , he cast a glance at his mother again who was still emotionless and said bye. Being in London no one can miss " Please mind the gap " whenever the tube doors close, i saw the mother shift from her seat into the seat where the child was sitting before and look out through the frost covered windows of the tube into the crowd for her son, for her last look at her son for the day , a protective glance to see if he got past the crowd to be on his way. As the train departed I noticed the mother clench onto her bag and she looked past me into the window behind me , I knew that pain on her face...it was a very similar pain..the pain of missing someone you love...and there it was ..the most beautiful love I had ever seen.


I miss my girl ,pradz as I call her a lot today , Love you girl , you are a star :D

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Love - Yet another Happy ending!!




" I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had.

I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. "

"And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. and then breaking the lazy silence of the afternoon she shouted " Of that I am an expert." I was like " ok , here goes ", and then remorse outbreak...She continued

"Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about other stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and Valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms. "

And then i said " OK OK no more past recollections here , no pyjama party nonsense .. I have another scenario for you - I'm in love with you. I apologize for the blunt delivery, but as problematic as this fact may be, I'm in love... with YOU. I'm not feeling this because you're leaving, and not because it feels good to feel this way... which, by the way, it does, or did before you went off like that. I can't figure out the mathematics of this, I just know I love you. I can't believe how many times I'm saying it! And I never thought I'd feel this way again, so that's pretty phenomenal. And I realize that I come as a package deal: 3 for the price of 1. I know my package, perhaps in the light of day, isn't all that wonderful, but I finally know what I want and that, in itself, is a miracle. And what I want is YOU. "

Then what happened is .. ha ha hey that's personal ...lol..Enjoy your weekend folks , chill out and Keep rocking and spread the joy !!